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The Sparrow – 02

“What the hell,” my voice came out in a whisper as I stared at the chandelier. The smell of musty dirt and something long since rotten wafted up in waves as I crawled forward; lacy fingers reaching, ready to snatch me and drag me down into the earth.

I’m not one to make a habit of believing in ghost stories. The gal who sold me this house had tried to talk me out of it. She said that the couple who lived here before had vanished. After months of searching and investigation there was no trace of them. She was of the mind that the place was haunted and a single woman shouldn’t live here alone. I remember thinking, if ghosts were able to carry away two people, why does it matter if I’m only one? 

But odd things had started happening a few months after I moved in. At first, it was small things. A door left open when I was certain I had closed it, small household items being found in places that I didn’t remember leaving them. When my work consumes me I can become forgetful, or so I told myself. I’d talked myself out of being paranoid by focusing on the most logical explanation. It was only when the animals started acting strange that the hackles stood up on the back of my neck.

Slowly, I sat back on my haunches and brought my eyes level with the strange object. It wasn’t odd in and of itself, but having it propped there under my house made it seem ominous. Leaning forward, I carefully brushed the cobwebs away to get a better look. It was the exact same chandelier that hung in my living room; old and outdated, plastic with cheap bulbs, grimy fake crystals hanging off it like forgotten consolation prizes. 

My eyes scanned the wall of the house in the dim light. Searching for something that would make this all fall into place, though I didn’t know what that could be. A light switch perhaps? Some lawn chairs set about in a circle? Maybe someone had thought this was a great summer time hang out, roasting marshmallows in the glow of lamplight rather than firelight. Tucked away out of nosey-neighbor-view. Outside, but sheltered from strangers walking by wanting to talk, even though eye contact had been pointedly avoided.

The ground sank slightly as I repositioned myself to look at the other side of the chandelier. That was odd. I gently pressed my hand to the rough pebbles in a small arc around my knees. Solid, solid, a small creak wheezed up, pressing dusty air between my fingers. The faint scent of lavender and peppermint tickled my nose. With a choking grasp curiosity was replaced by a jolt of fear, some reptilian part of my brain shooting electric alarm bells through my body.

I began to scramble backwards towards the light when there was a sudden, splintering crack and I was falling! I hit the ground with a sharp thud and stared up from the floor beneath the floor of my porch. As the edges of my vision grew fuzzy I wondered where that damn sparrow had gone. 

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The Sparrow – 01

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The bird perched awkwardly on the window frame outside, just staring at me. His little chest pressed against the glass, neck tilted slightly back so his beak didn’t touch the window. The small, burnt-red bird head shifted from side to side as it eyed me. Right eye, left eye, right eye. I stared back at it until the silence became too uncomfortable. Standing up quickly, I walked across the room. Not towards the window, that wouldn’t be a hint, that would be too direct. I’m not good at being direct. At the very least I hoped the sharp movement would make the bird fly away. No luck. 

Were sparrows even supposed to act like this? I’d expect this bull-shit from a crow. But this tiny little bird had me pinned in place by its odd behavior. I could have just walked away from a crow or a raven, shaking my head at the odd way of intelligent birds. It must be hard being a smart bird. Smart enough to know you are intelligent, but not quite smart enough to carry out your grand bird-brained plans to take over the world. Maybe this little sparrow had crow friends and I’d soon find him dropping stones into a bucket to raise the water level. 

Why was this bird making me so nervous? Animals did weird things, and it was spring. Birds are always more active and strange in the spring. He was probably looking for some cozy piece of nesting material to take back to his bird-wife. Impressing her with his fatherly skills before the eggs were even laid. 

I stalked into the kitchen to get more coffee. The best way to deal with someone annoying was to ignore them, they’d eventually take the hint and go away. I decided to do the dishes while I was in there, giving my avian spy more time to take flight. When I couldn’t stand it anymore, I peaked my head around the corner. The asshole was still there! His head no longer swiveling, the beady right eye focused hard on me, almost as if he had silently asked me a question and was waiting for my reply. 

“You want me to come outside you damn bird? Are you going to make me take a broom to you?” I jumped as the sound of my own voice startled me in the quiet house. The bird’s neck perked up in response, his feet scratched the window as he tried to get a better grip on the sill. 

I quickly walked towards the front of the house and threw the door open, I was done with this shit! The bird flitted up briefly and then darted down, two long hops taking it under the porch. 

“Ohhh, you aren’t getting away that easy!” I dropped to my knees and crawled part way under the eve. He stood there, looking at me and then his head swiveled so he could look up. He kept looking at me and then back up at the underbelly of the porch. Slowly, my eyes traveled up and I gasped with shock. There was a dusty chandelier hanging from the bottom of my porch.